Trailer with lettering: BAH DAH

Tag: healing

09/04/09 5 MORE DAYS, GET GOOD GRADES / Roanoke, VA

09/16/08 I DON’T WANT TO DIE / Knox College, Galesburg IL

03/10/08 I AM HEALING / VCCA, Amherst, VA

03/04/08 THE HEART IS A RED DISK / VCCA, Amherst, VA

02/18/08 THANK YOU GOD, HEAL NOW MOTHER EARTH / Roanoke, VA

01/05/08 Long Point Park / Vero Beach, FL

Erika is staying a few extra days with a friend in Vero Beach, FL and will be flying back to Chapel Hill later in the week. I’m taking the two-night stay at Long Point Park in Melbourne Beach, FL to pull away into solitude and enjoy time alone in the trailer.

After our fun evening at The Top the night before, I checked email and found a big fat rejection email waiting for me from the Creative Capital Foundation. The next day we took the Mantra Trailer to Daytona Beach. It was rejection on top of rejection and disappointment. Maybe it was my state of mind, maybe it was the tourist mentality? I couldn’t get a single person to listen to me for 10 seconds let alone enter the trailer. I felt down and out on the project. My mantra for the day was I’M NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I’m taking this time alone at Long Point Park to re-center and find my track.

Thanks Erika for being such a patient, non-judgemental mirror and traveling partner.

11/21/07 I WANNA CHANGE MY LIFE / Downtown Durham, NC

10/29/07 CHOOSE HAPPINESS / Blue Mountain Center, NY

10/21/07 DELTA SPRINGING FROM A RIVERBED / Blue Mountain Center, NY